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Writing Children's Books [Mar. 4th, 2007|12:09 pm]
It's hard to believe how addicted i used to be to this site. Considering it had been 13 months since my last entry definately says a whole hell of a lot. Obviously plenty has changed and so has this website.

In the past year I've managed to go from server to bartender to [unofficial] administrative assistant. I'm currently in the middle of a career change and desperately searching new grounds to challenge myself. We'll see how that goes. Recently I've taken an interest in writing children's books. As part of the entrance exam a short story was required. This is what I submitted and hopefully they will see the potential.

My Adventure Into the Stone Building

Most kids would think that it would be pretty cool if their parents owned a grocery store – I did. Most kids would think that having all this stuff would be great – I did. But most kids don’t know where all the extra products are kept when the store is full – I do. This is the story of how I ventured into the depths of the stone building and lived to tell about it.

My parents have had their grocery store since before I was born. When I was old enough I would spend my long afternoons with my father and help out where I could. Our afternoons consisted of going to the bank, paying bills, and purchasing products to be sold at our store.

One busy afternoon at the store, my mother received a phone call from an out-of-town customer who informed they needed their usual order of six crates of noodles. I covered every inch of my parents store and there was no way these crates were in the store. So I asked myself where were we going to get them?

As my father and I made our way down a bumpy gravel road, there it was, the longest building I’ve ever seen. It must’ve stretched at least two blocks. I got out of the truck and stood at the mouth of the structure, marveling at its vastness.

We both made our way up a flight of steps that looked like decaying teeth, leading us inside the beast. Right away an open-caged elevator that was big enough to fit two dancing elephants greeted us. Nervously I entered into the rickety fenced-in box and waited to go up. Unexpectedly the elevator not only slid down one floor, not two, but three floors down the layered brick throat of the building before we finally came to a stop. My father opened the enormous gate and I could see that we had reached the not-so-inviting depths of the building. The unusually wide intestine-like hallways were littered with enormous doors that had padlocks.

There was a strange, musty odor that lingered heavily in the air. The smell eventually became bearable when my curiosity of which door we were to open overtook my senses. Further and further I followed my father. Finally we stopped at a vibrant green door. He unlocked the padlock as I hid behind him because I didn’t know what to expect.

To my surprise there were mountains of containers lining the walls of the room. In some places there were boxes that reached up to the ceiling. The belly of the monster had nothing more than just boxes. My father had made his way over to the far corner of the room and found what we came to get. It was then I realized the building wasn’t as scary as I thought. Since I’ve been to the stomach of the beast I no longer fear what it really was – just a warehouse.

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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2006|02:29 am]
Dear Journal,

How much truth is there behind the statement that my entries give an impression that the world is coming to an end? Completely rhetorical. This is just me taking into consideration what others say. I believe the claim holds no weight and that’s the only thing that should matter.

My parents booked the plane ticket for my sister to frolic about China. Unfortunately I still have to wait upon my court date to make any arrangements. I would love to venture about that part of the world with her. I mean, we’ve already done parts of Europe, might as well throw China into the equation as well. Hopefully they’ll find me bias or something of the sort and it won’t be too late. Just for clarification sake, my court date is purely following an obligation that I have as a Canadian citizen to be a juror.

Why is being a juror an issue that majority of people avoid like the plague? It’s hilarious the reaction I get when I tell people that I’ve been summoned. They’re all identical! First there’s the initial gasp followed but an, “oh no!” and then proceeding with, “how are you going to get out of it?” It’s a life experience I want to have under my belt. And to be honest, it’s on my checklist of things to do before I die.

I believe that, whether or not people would like to admit it, everyone has their own little list of things they’d like to do before they go. But I wonder how many people though actually accomplish their list. Obviously it’s constantly being revised and edited but are more things being checked off or are people just revising and deleting items? I can proudly state that more than half the destinations I’d like to visit have already been. And I’ve done them all before the age of 25! That’s a good age to accomplish my tasks by. I figure that by then it’ll be time to compose a more “mature” list of maybe not-so-dangerous things. BWHAHA! Yeah right! I guess we’ll see.

- delightfully exhausted
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Happy New Year - 2006 [Jan. 1st, 2006|03:15 am]
[Current Mood | lethargic]
[Current Music |something corporate - space]

Dear Journal,

It's the beginning of a new year and like everyone else I too have these so-called "resolutions" that in a perfect reality will be kept. But of course realistically how many people honestly follow through on what they intend and say they want to do? I’m going to put my money on none! So like them, I too will fail miserably at the goals I pretend to set for myself just to jump on the bandwagon.

Okay. Wow. No more of this nonsense. It’s a clean slate, a new chapter that I would like to start here. So how about I refrain from all this depressing mumbo jumbo? Yeah, I like that idea.

As I lay in bed tonight watching Fight Club on CityTV I was anticipating sleep to come but unfortunately it was nowhere to be found. I gave Cobra a little massage to help her sleep. I feel guilty for slightly neglecting her these days. Obviously with the introduction of the new dog, a lot of our attention has been diverted. Even after tending to her I found that I was ridiculously awake. For the record, I was awake on my own accord and not due to the aid of some illicit substance. So instead of lying there, counting the depressing seconds slowly drip away, I came home to make an attempt to do something productive. Yes, I would consider devoting a fair bit of time to LJ as “something productive” considering it’s been quite a while since I’ve been on here. A good brain leaking is definitely in order. So here we go.

I started my new job on Friday. The place is called NV. It’s where Dirty Laundry used to be. The atmosphere in there is a real different change from what I’m accustomed to. To be honest I really do miss serving. Back in my days at Perkins it was awesome! Everyone always questioned how and why I would work the midnights there but I loved it. Considering how I’m such a night owl, it was the perfect job for me. Also, it wasn’t so much a job as it was a place to hang out and occupy time. My problem is that I lose interest in things very quickly and when I find something that I’m comfortable with, regardless of how good or bad it is for me, I’ll stick with it through and through. NV is an extremely small establishment. I’m dumbfounded as to how they can maneuver about in there let alone operate functionally. But they have a system set and it works.

Pierre and I picked up a new dog. It’s the cutest little thing. We drove out to Landmark to pick it up a couple days ago. It’s a mix breed of a Bichon and …. Damn! I can never get it right. One day. At this rate I should just get it tattooed to the back of my hand. Basically it’s like a Shih Tzu.

I’m extremely pleased to report that the relationship between Pierre and I has taken a surprising turn. I know it seems strange to spectators in regards with the sudden turn of events. And truthfully speaking, there are still some fuzzy and confusing spots for him.

I came to the realization that no matter how hard I tried to push him away he wasn’t going anywhere. I’m shamefully guilty for liking to be chased. And I knew that no matter how mean and hurtful I was towards him that he’d keep coming back. Before I knew it the thought that one-day he would stop putting up with my wild and crazy antics really frightened me. On more than one occasion I have embarrassedly expressed wrongful claims of how I felt. The logic was that if I illustrated that I didn’t care for him then he wouldn’t care for me. Therefore causing him to leave me which in my world made it easier to deal with. BAH! It’s retarded. I’m retarded. Done and done.

Well, I’ve officially donated an hour of my time here. I declare that as productivity level met. Besides, the sandman has finally located the many flares I’ve sent off. FINALLY!

- yawn.
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2005|07:58 pm]
Dear Journal,

alcohol consumption: 0
nicotine intake: 0
chocolate consumption: off the charts

So, I attended Darryl and Sitha's wedding yesterday. It was nice. I love the feeling that weddings instill but at the same time I also hate that feeling. It can be so nice and warm but the reminder that I'm lacking that special other someone is wretchedly depressing. Bah! wish there was something worth writing about here. just about to head off to dinner. food. that's also another new member to the daily grind. Mmmm, Mmmm, goodness.

-gorging away the sorrows
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organizing the important things... [Nov. 16th, 2005|05:01 pm]
[Current Mood | high]
[Current Music |sweetnam - number one]

Dear Journal,

i couldn't help but to envy the life process that one of my good friends has decided to do with his life. he has taken a considerable amount of time off from work and he just left his life here in the city to go and re-evaluate/re-prioritize/re-access his future goals. this is a process that more people should take advantage of. well, it's obvious that not everyone has the luxury to do so or the nerve to inform someone in their life to piss-off if they're iritating the crap out of them.
as of late, i have begun to do something rather similar. basically in the last week or so, i've cut off more then half of the so called friends in my life that produce more negative energy then positive. it has become rather apparent that i've spiraled down a hole of unspeakable, worrisome depression and i'm aware that a lot of that has been due to the unhealthy contribution of my surroundings. so what does a doctor do to a patient's arm covered with an infection that is quickly spreading? that's right! he CUTS IT OFF! it has been a happy, relaxing and calm past couple of days.
the weekend itself did a lot for my mental child. spending a considerable amount of time alone can give the inner-self exactly was it needs to find what it has been so longing for.
i mean when saturday night came around and not even the slightest twinge was felt for me going to the bar, that's when i knew. i knew that i was ready to move on. To flip to the next page, to begin a new chapter in my life. there is nothing more satisfying then self-revelation. it's like a bright light flicking on in a very dark room.

- searching for more
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|10:27 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |Third Eye Blind - Semicharmed Life]

Dear Journal,

I got the opportunity to house sit for my friend Jordan [a.k.a. Jorro] this weekend. I’ve never been asked such a favour before and found it flattering that he considered me for the job. I was slightly skeptical about accepting the offer considering that the time before last wasn’t particularly a good one. I must’ve been 14 at the time when one night I think after an incredibly petty argument with the family or something of the sort I chose to not go home. The following morning there comes a knock on his door. Low and behold it was my sister and her boyfriend most likely sent by my mother to come fetch me. Of course throughout the entire morning and part way through early afternoon his phone was a constant ring. You would think that after the first couple of hours or so we would’ve thought to turn the ringer off huh? Nope. Not the brightest 14 year olds. =) On a side note I was extremely thankful for the invention of caller ID. Seriously though, a kajilllion calls were being made from my house to his.

  • [ none of which we answered. Oh no wait … I think he did answer one of the calls and because I wasn’t ready to go home just yet, he did as I wished and fibbed for me. He told them that I wasn’t there. Looking back on it now I must’ve worried her sick. I know this isn’t a legitimate excuse and I’m not trying to give one but I was an extremely rebellious teen compared to anybody else from our family. Some would label me as the black sheep but in reality it was a desperate attempt to break an unrealistic mould that I was expected to conform to. The expectation from my parents to be more like my studious older sister was so thick I was choking on it every time I took in a breath of air. ]

    As Jordan answers the door with me sitting in the next room I could hear Fairy as she asks, “ Is Lyanna here?” I knew that there was no way she would step foot into this house without being asked in and there was no way in hell Jordan was about to do that. As he simply replied with a “No.” She just turned around and that was that. We were fooling ourselves back then and possibly a little still now but she did not believe him for a second! Things used to seem so complex! [how ridiculous and self-absorbed we were. Always so dramatic with everything that happened and everything we did as though the world would end the next day. We were oozing with innocence! It was great! I can’t help but to ask, where the hell did it all go?!

    Back to my initial thought. House sitting. Basically I was to keep the cat company and make sure she was fed. The irony here is that with an abundance of people to watch his house and cat he gets the one most allergic to cats to do so. [WAY TO GO! ] Surprisingly enough though it wasn’t as bad as I had anticipated. Considering that I used have my eyes water excessively as soon as I stepped through the front door and all I wanted to do was claw out my eyes, I’ve improved with my cat tolerance level. I wonder if surrounding myself with more pets in the past year have contributed to my tolerance level. It would make sense.

    The guys returned last night shortly past 6 just as they had promised. [That’s when another shocker presented itself. Let’s just say that punctuality isn’t their forte. =)] But they came bearing groceries and you know what people say … never turn away people with food? [okay, maybe people don’t say that and it’s not even a proper saying. And yes, there also lies a great possibility that I could be making up such nonsense to make myself sound cool and less insane. Oh I’m such a geek! =S] Apparently they needed to leave me once again because of some furniture that needed to be moved. I could’ve cared less whether or not they were there. I had set up camp and had no intentions of budging. I hadn’t thought about how I was to make my way home that night and to be honest, it was one of the last things on my mind. To occupy my time during the stay I had brought over some work that I needed catching up on. With all my work littered across the dining table and equipped with an unusual feeling of artistic inclination, I was determined to get what I wanted to done.

    I must’ve been just that absorbed to not notice the little hand chase the big hand around the clock several times.

    …eerrrrr …..

    When I first began typing out this entry the words couldn’t help but to ooze out of me. It has been almost 12 hours since then and unfortunately the motivation and thoughts just don’t hold the same value or meaning. Basically, all I wanted to express was that whether or not I was alone in the house or if Jason and Jordan were there, it didn’t feel wrong for me to be there. It was almost like a cloak of comfort that wrapped all the way around me. *BAH!* … I’m slightly having some literary difficulties at the moment. The feeling that I wanted to illustrate will have to remain incomplete for the tonight. I just got home and in dire need of a shower. I’m not articulating perfectly what my thoughts are saying to me, so with that I’m off to search for the Sandman, yet again. .

    -yawn
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    overcasted ... [Nov. 12th, 2005|10:36 am]
    [Current Music |robert miles - children]

    Dear Journal,

    the colour of the sky this morning echos death. heavy un-friendly clouds threaten snow. a forecasters description could not and would not capture the intense harassment ones soul is subjected to. it's almost suffocating as the world becomes compressed under the weight of the mean darkness. i can't help but to sit here and watch the eerily, low clouds as i feel them encroaching upon me. somewhere hidden within the cavities of my being behind a secret door [the location refuses to be found] a spark flickers of hope that the daunting mass hovering above would suddenly burst open and swiftly ingest me.

    i took a drive this morning. wasn't too sure where i was going but i knew where the road lead. it's amazing how after taking a certain route enough times you're able to get to where you want to without thinking. i mindlessly took my turns, waited at lights and when my consciousness finally decided to rejoin me i was slightly confused as to where i had taken myself. registered on one of my subconscious files i pull onto the muddy field, drove past the soccer posts and rountinely parked my car near the fence. i had accidentally stumbled upon my secret sacred place a couple of years back. to anyone else it would appear to be just some rocks and trees but this site for me administers an unspeakable feeling of detachment. a wonderful, euphoric yet unfortunately fleeting sensation. for those very few moments, those incredibly implicit moments i was granted the gift of forgetfulness. i recieved the privilege to not be able to recall who i was or feel the burdensome, weight of the baggage i struggled to carry.

    .......

    but just like that. it vanished.
    as abrupt as the feeling had entered, it disappeared.
    just like everything else.


    ..... *sigh* .....

    -i don't want to remember
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    pointless ramblings [Nov. 10th, 2005|06:32 pm]
    [Current Mood | silly]
    [Current Music |Matchbox 20 - 3 a.m.]

    Dear Journal,

    today has got to be by far one of the most non-uneventful days ever. yes i know a double negative was used there and for good reason. nothing really happened today really worth mentioning really but it all went by so fast but not. i think i'm better off just declaring today as a blip. yes, that's right! a BLIP! Definition: An insignificant occurrance. BAH! i'm rambling. this is just an entry to kill time really. i think i should keep in mind that it is only 7. there are many things that tonight could still bring. so with that i'm off to entice my evening!

    A-WHOOOOOOOSH!


    -restless adventurer
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    (no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2005|10:31 am]
    [Current Mood | who cares?]
    [Current Music |Goo Goo Dolls - Iris]

    Dear Journal,

    .......meow......*scratch*scratch*scratch*.....meeeeeee-ow......

    i guess you can say i'm feeling a little catty. or least i was. i mean, i think i was. you know what? i really just don't care as much as i probably should. seriously, if people whom you consider your friends and vice versa choose to be stupid knob-heads then let them be. i don't have the time nor the patience to deal with other peoples deficiency. especially if i had already taken the time to explain the situation to them and still they would prefer to take an aquaintances word over mine. I think it's ridiculous how people like to use the fact that they were inebriated as an excuse for anything. It has no substantial value and holds no weight in an argument to boot. My request is that if you're going to be a drunken baffoon, be one outside my presence. Which brings me to my point, don't blame the condition of our friendship on alcohol consumption. I was forthcoming and straight up with you from the beginning but for reasons so uncomprehensible to anyone with an intelligence level higher then a rock, you decided you just chuck it all out the window. That speaks volumes on your hehalf.
    I'm aware that drinking releases inhibitions so i can't help but to think that maybe we weren't really as good of "friends" as i had originally anticipated. Y'know, I can't be angry with this. Sure i'm disappointed and think the outcome is extremely unfortunate but due to those events I can see clearly that your companionship is something i can do without. Thank you for that.

    -A true friend will stab you in the front.
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    It's official! [Nov. 9th, 2005|05:29 pm]
    [Current Mood | curious]
    [Current Music |Lisa Loeb - I Do]

    Dear Journal,

    so i finally informed my parents this evening about my decision in accordance with school. they took it surprisingly well. of course they were disappointed which in my mind is a lot worse than being angry, but it's my life and what ever choice i do choose to make it's me who had to live with it. all along i feel like i've been such a lemming. mindlessly and drone-like i move through each day without any questions. now what? i've still yet and need to find that one thing that'll drive me. for some reason there's an itching from the back of my mind that tells me that i'm not going to find it here. I think Paul Brandt says it best with "I'm Alberta Bound".

    -seeking new alternatives
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    (no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2005|01:43 pm]
    [Current Mood | groggy]

    Dear Journal,

    the sleep deprived individual managed to accumulate a total of 14 hours of crash out time last night. the only terrible part of waking up this afternoon was turning on my cellphone to recieve another form of brain damage! i walked myself right into that one though.

    it could very well be that my mind is still mushy and i'm moderately trying to recuperate from events during the past couple of days but when someone tells me that i'm insulting their intelligence, that's a red flag right there. i'm still a bit groggy from too much sleep but no one says that to me! i don't need to hear shit like that especially in the mental state i'm current living in. i probably would've accepted that moreso if it had been said a couple months ago but not today, not right now.

    -deeply scarred
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    (no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2005|09:54 am]
    [Current Mood | wired]
    [Current Music |Fefe Dobson - Bye Bye Boyfriend]

    Dear journal,

    According to the calendar on the wall next to me it's Sunday. But my mental clock is telling me it's still Thursday. [Yeesh!] It sure does have it's pros and of course with that there are also cons. That's not something worth getting into at the moment or at all ever for that matter.

    Even with my extensive DVD collection the 4 of us tonight surprisingly had a difficult time deciding on which movie to commence our annual movie night with. After several previews of various movies we somehow managed to agree with Sin City. Quality movie.

    I'm not too quite sure how but it was either following the movie or during that the game Boggle made an appearance into our night. The loud annoying racket which is required to begin the game was right where it ended for me. Besides, going on day 3 made the little tiles all blurry. And in all honesty, my brain was in no condition to construct comprehensible words from random letters. Congratulations to [i think the winner was...] Isaac.

    It's now almost 10 in the morning and we just finished a game of Monopoly. In all my years of playing this game, i've never played until someone actually went bankrupt. That could also be due to the fact that when I have played in the past it was with people who just pitied the individual barely able to keep their head above water. With that said, I was the pathetic player here. with everything mortgage [houses, hotels, and all my property] I really had no choice. But I was able to make a brief comeback with the help from a neighbouring entrepreneur. Little did I know, that his gesture of kindness was going to be the end of me. Oh well. It was worth the 3 hours of drowning.

    with this brief summary... i must leave this entry to search for Mr. Sandman. I think he must've lost my address or something because I haven't seen him in a while.

    -confused detective
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    (no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|02:58 pm]
    [Current Mood | hungry]
    [Current Music |Our Lady Peace - Angel losing sleep]

    WORD OF THE DAY:


    vindicate

    1. To clear of accusation, blame, suspicion, or doubt with supporting arguments or proof: “Our society permits people to sue for libel so that they may vindicate their reputations” (Irving R. Kaufman).
    2. To provide justification or support for: vindicate one's claim.
    3. To justify or prove the worth of, especially in light of later developments.
    4. To defend, maintain, or insist on the recognition of (one's rights, for example).
    5. To exact revenge for; avenge.

    _____________________________

    vindicated

    adj : freed from any question of guilt; "is absolved from all blame"; "was now clear of the charge of cowardice"; "his official honor is vindicated" [syn: absolved, clear, cleared, exculpated, exonerated]
    _____________________________


    source: www.dictionary.com
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    *YOINK* [Nov. 4th, 2005|02:06 pm]
    [Current Mood | curious]
    [Current Music |Kelly Clarkson - Since You've Been Gone]

    Once again, this is stolen from [info]twenty.

    If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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    Keith Urban - You'll think of me. [Nov. 4th, 2005|01:18 pm]
    [Current Mood | cold]
    [Current Music |Keith Urban - You'll think of me]

    "You'll Think Of Me"

    I woke up early this morning around 4am
    With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
    I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
    But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
    Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
    I've been tryin' my best to get along
    But that's OK
    There's nothing left to say, but

    Take your records, take your freedom
    Take your memories I don't need'em
    Take your space and take your reasons
    But you'll think of me
    And take your cap and leave my sweater
    'Cause we have nothing left to weather
    In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
    But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

    I went out driving trying to clear my head
    I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
    I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
    And all the baggage that seems to still exist
    It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
    Is not knowing what we could have been
    What we should have been

    So

    Take your records, take your freedom
    Take your memories I don't need'em
    Take your space and take your reasons
    But you'll think of me
    And take your cap and leave my sweater
    'Cause we have nothing left to weather
    In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
    But you'll think of me

    Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
    Don't worry, I'll be fine
    I'm gonna be alright
    While you're sleeping with your pride
    Wishing I could hold you tight
    I'll be over you
    And on with my life

    So take your records, take your freedom
    Take your memories I don't need'em
    And take your cap and leave my sweater
    'Cause we have nothing left to weather
    In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
    But you'll think of me

    So take your records, take your freedom
    Take your memories I don't need'em
    Take your space and all your reasons
    But you'll think of me
    And take your cap and leave my sweater
    'Cause we got nothing left to weather
    In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
    But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah

    And you're gonna think of me
    Oh someday baby, someday
    ____________________

    quite possibly the saddest combination of words ever put together.
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    (no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|05:15 am]
    [Current Mood | loved]
    [Current Music |Mariah Carey - Shake it off]

    Dear Journal,

    Just came home from a wonderful night out. I had the privilege of having dinner with my sister. Needless to say that things are back to the norm between the 2 of us. No matter what happens I'm glad that she'll always be there. [I love you Fairy!] Due to a lack of a better thing to do we ended up at the mall after dinner. For some bizarre reason we both started to entertain the idea of trying on wedding rings. Of course I was all gung-ho about it but then she started going in depth about the facts. The facts being when he proposed, when the wedding date was, etc. Whoa, whoa! It then seemed like much more effort then it was really worth.

    My night didn't end how i thought it was going to or anywhere near that. Not to be vague or anything but it was a much needed, and astounding night out with the "pebbles" in my life. I love you guys. Thanks!

    -loved
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    Jumping to Conclusions [Nov. 3rd, 2005|06:29 pm]
    Dear Journal,

    Sadly enough I was going to entertain the idea of filling up my journal with how much fun I'm having with fictious events, just like what happened in the beggining stages of this journal... but i'm not and i won't. I think I've developed an unnatural fear of leaving the house though. it's been several days of a rotation from the living television set to my basement television set. it's gross and rather disgusting, but very much needed.

    This is just going to be a quick entry before I head out to dinner with my sister. It's about "Jumping to Conclusions". People who decide to make their own endings to whatever the story may be deserve what sorrows that follow. If they don't understand, ask questions. If they aren't going to take that time... oh well then. That is all.

    -satisfied
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    My Life [Nov. 2nd, 2005|09:36 pm]
    [Current Mood | worried]
    [Current Music |Jason Mraz - I'm Yours]

    inspired by: [info]twenty


    This Is My Life, Rated
    Life:
    5.4
    Mind:
    3.9
    Body:
    6.8
    Spirit:
    5.5
    Friends/Family:
    3.8
    Love:
    2.9
    Finance:
    5.9
    Take the Rate My Life Quiz



    ______________________________________________


    should i be worried?
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    Big Changes! [Nov. 2nd, 2005|12:23 pm]
    [Current Mood | contemplative]
    [Current Music |Toby Keith - Who's Your Daddy?]

    Dear Journal,

  • PET:
    For some peculiar reason I went and visited the house that Pierre and I once shared 2 times too many yesterday. The first visit was necessary to remove all evidence of myself. the second was because i wanted to see him and the third was basically a final goodbye. At the end of the first visit, right before I left, there was quite the emotional fairwell between Cobra and I. My sister likes to call it emotional displacement. That could be the case but in the 6 month relationship I've developed just as much of an attachment [possibly more] to that dog then anything else. So what else could I possibly conclude then the fact that what, and all, I really do need is a dog! I need a pet! This seems like the secret wish of a 6 year old but who cares?! Lyanna wants one and that's what she's going to get! Y'know, if you think about it, pets sure are a lot less expensive then boyfriends and you can always count for the emotional support to be there.

  • SCHOOL:
    It's not for me and I think it's wasting my time. Honestly I don't know why I'm even going. Actually, I haven't been. Not for the past 2 weeks now. So first thing this morning guess what I did? Yuppers! I withdrew myself from university. The reason why I was attending was due to a lack of a better thing to do with my time. After sitting in the car by myself for about and hour last night waiting for Fairy I realized that the conveyor belt isn't for me. [making a reference to the Gilmore Girls] Now that school isn't on my plate, work is going to quickly replace that empty space and..... any other empty spaces.

  • MOVE:
    My goal for the following year is to move. Not to just another location in the city but a serious far away one. even if it's temporary, there's no time like the present to get my wheels turning. Just for something in the near future I want to go out to Banff or maybe Jasper just for the skiing season.

    With that all set it's time for me to now work on me. Yes, just like many other people in the world I come fully equipped with insecurities. It's difficult to try to deal with it and work it out with the people in ones life aren't supportive and don't understand. Or even try to take the time to understand. Oh well. As the French would say it "C'est la Vie!"

    -slightly determined
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    HAPPY HALLOWEEN! [Oct. 31st, 2005|06:51 pm]
    [Current Mood | curious]
    [Current Music |It's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas!]

    Dear Journal,

    Happy Halloween! As a kid, one of the most enjoyable things I found when it came to trick-or-treating besides the candy part was the smell of peoples houses. I think I could very well be the only individual on this entire planet that finds some sort of satisfaction in that. In a weird way it gives me some sort of a glimpse into how they lead their lives. Whether they be smokers, musty-dusty people, or if they are heavily into deep-fried cooking. =P

    I wonder if I just randomly went out during the year and knocked on peoples doors if they would allow me in to smell their houses. Would you let me in?

    -curious sniffer
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